1. |
Opportunity Knocks
07:11
|
|||
Suddenly my vision fades
Something tells me I’m not safe
I feel the urge to run away
Get me away from this place
I think the walls are caving in
From a rush of blood to my head
The path I’m taking is demolishing right in front of me
I feel the rocks falling away
From under my feet they fly
The web is surrounding my head its a part of me
Collapsing on my knees to beg
For me to find a quick escape
The throbbing pain is circulating through my head
Please put me into a state
A state of mind
Where I am floating with the wind
Where I eliminate the pieces
And begin
To start anew
And see whats behind the door
And if you call it opportunity
Then it can be your out
But I could only get a taste
Its getting harder to find something that can fill the empty space
It seems that there is nothing that can bring me back
Compromised by my panic attacks
Im cold abandoned left to nature’s evil ways
Im pleading to be in a state
A state of mind
Where I am floating with the wind
Where I eliminate the pieces
And begin
To start anew
And see whats behind the door
And if you call it opportunity
Then it can be your out
I feel a hole
I feel it rapidly expand
Im losing grasp on my reality
And I can barely stand
Sometimes I think
That its not worth it anymore
But if I had the opportunity
Then I could stop the fall
A state of mind
Where I am floating with the wind
Is the only image in my head
I won’t stop till I win
Start anew
See whats behind the door
I need to find an opportunity
Before I lose it all
Ill hammer at the walls until my arms fall off
|
||||
2. |
Faded
05:45
|
|||
Lost in a haze and I can’t find my way back
Tattered and stained leaving a trail of memories
Of comfort and days where I could feel my feet on the ground
But they’re slipping out of my hands
It’s all I have left
The want the need to see and hear again
I would give anything to talk to you
Déjà vu
It’s a shame that the days
Of our eternal bond have faded away
If I had the chance to fight
I might
You gave me happiness when I had no more
And who would’ve thought
With you out of my life
I am gone
I’m stuck in a thunderstorm
Waiting for some of your aura to show
While I wait for it to come
My fingertips are turning numb
I should just run
Run away
But in my slumber I’ve become cumbersome
It’s all in my head
The remnants of your comfort and care
I just want all the suffering to end
Make amends
Wait have the days
Of our eternal bond faded away
If I had the chance to fight
I might
You gave me happiness when I had no more
And who would’ve thought
With you out of my life
I am gone
It brings me pain that the days
Of our eternal bond have faded away
If I had the chance to fight
I might
You gave me happiness when I had no more
And who would’ve thought
With you out of my life
I am gone
|
||||
3. |
Gemini
05:49
|
|||
When I look in your eyes
They appear gloomy they’re staring right through me
For all an eternity never shifting away
I can feel your regret
Pulsing its energy making a synergy
With what is left of me I can never forget
If we stop just pretend
Our rapid decaying is now dissipating
Then I can make sure that our burdens are put to rest
Though I know you don’t want to
Hear even a syllable enter your ears
But theres thoughts to you that I have never expressed
Cause when the sun has gone away
At night your frozen touch it haunts me
If you can aid I will remain
Maybe the voices will stop taunting me
We can begin to heal
Cut out the blemishes cover the injuries
Call me Génesseir cause I can fix you up
And in time we’ll build the trust
The path to recovery’s littered with obstacles
But its impossible if you don’t take the chance
And when the sun has gone away
My call for you I can’t contain
If someone hides behind the pain
I just want you to say my name
After years of thinking I don’t understand
Why when I look at you four eyes meet my glance
I haven’t been good to you Ive let things get out of hand
It’s only human emotions but
I am not a man
I’m a beast of no nation impulsive sensations
Traverse through my veins and I cannot take control
This is not who I am
Ignore the facade come back to my arms
Show me the damage is not beyond repair
And now the sun has gone away
My visions keep me up and haunt me
If you can aid I will remain
Maybe the voices will stop taunting me
|
||||
4. |
The First Step
05:54
|
|||
This morning the air
Didn’t stuff itself down my throat
I could focus, behold this
Gift I’ve been given
Normally I’d be
Heeding to the misdirection that
Life takes, mistakes, heart breaks
And fall into regression
I don’t know how
The path has cleared
But I can’t wait
It’s drawing near
I need to take
The first step home
The void is not a place for me I’ve been there once before
I don’t have control of my thoughts
A beam of light descended warming my decrepit skin
It tingled but I welcomed it within
Exposing my surroundings and the grimace that they showed
Shrouding the world with a glow
Shrouding the world with a glow
I can’t believe
Or realize
That all I see
Was meant to die
Familiarity drifts away
I don’t know how
The path has cleared
But I can’t wait
It’s drawing near
I need to take
The first step home
This morning the hands
Couldn’t wrap themselves around my throat
I can’t feel them peelin’
Ripping through the layers
Normally I’d be
Fleeing, from the fear and danger
That I face, theres no trace in this case
I could run forever
I don’t know how
The path has cleared
But I can’t wait
It’s drawing near
I need to take
The first step home
I don’t know how
The path has cleared
But I can’t wait
I feel it drawing near
I need to take
The first step home
Its where I belong
I need to take
The first step home
|
||||
5. |
Limbo
07:11
|
|||
Colors disappearing all around
Melting into the ground
Everything I touch turns to dust
My fingers are old and rough
She lit the candle, walked away
Im waiting in the darkness for the day
That I can find out why you won’t
Say a word to me
Or answer my pleas
In limbo my heart will remain
A whisper in the distance calls for me
But it was just a mirage
Ill spend a hundred years thinking of
The reason you could be gone
She lit the candle, walked away
Im waiting in the darkness for the day
That I can find out why you won’t
Say a word to me
Or answer my pleas
In limbo my heart will remain
She lit the candle, walked away
Im waiting in the darkness for the day
That I can find out why you won’t
Say a word to me
Or answer my pleas
In limbo my heart will remain
She lit the candle, walked away
(There is no end in sight)
Im waiting in the darkness for the day
That I can find out why you won’t
Say a word to me
So answer me please
In limbo my heart will remain
Ohhhh
|
Streaming and Download help
If you like Emberside, you may also like:
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp